Not feeling good today. Again, seeing some ladies expecting, and again someone asking "are you expecting?"... and Again I have to answer "NO!". During families gathering, aunties and uncles keep on asking "when are you going to get one baby ah?"... I have no idea what to answer, just smile and keep quiet lor. I can't get preg at this moment, it's not my wish! Felt hurt everytime seeing ladies expecting or someone else asking whether I'm expecting. They are tearing off my wound. I thought I have recovered from the wound, in fact no. Just reliased whenever the wound is going to cover up, someone will tear it off again and again. May 2012, not feeling well, after checked up, found out that I'm expecting. It's a good news for everyone. June 9, 2012, found myself bleeding. Doctor told us, baby not growing and no heart beat. It's a bad news for everyone. June 11, 2012, high fever. June 12, 2012, high fever (It's my hubby birthday, but I have gave him a worst gift). June 13, 2012, Evacuation of Fetus at Loh Guan Lye Hospital. (Thanks hubby for the accompany and all the cares) June 14, 2012, Hospitalize for 2 weeks. June 27, 2012, Resume work. Wish to have a new days ahead. Doctor adviced, shouldn't get preg for the next few months. Those days are the worst days in my life. After the incident, I dare not to skip any meals, or on diet. I just wish to keep myself healthy as now I've realised health is essential. Time flies, if pregnancy on going, my baby will be four months old. Dear, sorry for the dissapointment.

chienling at 7:13 PM